so the past couple days i've had this thought going through my head. after finding out the hard way in Berlin that i don't want to apply my graphic design degree to advertising, i really am thinking about going in the direction of publishing. i took a look online tonight and i actually found out that there are several paid summer internships (for design) at large publishers (like random house and harper collins) this year and i'm really tempted to apply. one would be in new york; the other in san diego. but, wait... don't i already have a guaranteed, decent-paying job for the summer? yeah, i'm at a loss. should i bother applying?

btw- soap operas are absolutely ridiculous. when i was younger i used to think that they were so bopperas. young and impressionable...