as of late i've been able to feel my heart beating in extremities of my body where i've never felt my pulse before. mainly my stomach and, when i touch a hard surface, my fingers. i'm not a medical professional— perhaps it's a sign of high blood pressure. personally, i think it's just a sign of me becoming more myself. i feel like these past six months have really been lessons in life. i've emerged with a greater sense of self, who i am, and what i do and don't want; all coursing through my veins and down to my fingertips. cheesy, i know. i guess that's what dolly parton does to me. i saw her perform "travelin' thru" on the oscars and the lyrics seemed fitting. (it's also a free download on iTunes.) don't ask why i'm diggin' dolly— maybe it's just a phase. i can only hope.